The Best Moments sometimes came too late.

I love my mother, heart and soul. She was an alcoholic who left recovery after ten years of sobriety to return home and do it on her own. That was the biggest mistake she ever made in my opinion.She never took another drink, but I wouldn't call what she lived, sobriety.  Mom suffered from severe depression [...]

Some days I wish for good aim

I do try to be honest with you guys. As much as I'd like to say I have I have it all together, I don't always. Yesterday was such a day. Yesterday, I wanted to yell and scream and throw things. I didn't. But I wanted to. And yet I know, His mercies are new [...]

When holding a hand is the only thing holding you together

I have no idea who Jim Elliot is. Frankly, I was googling Ram Dass Oh well, I like this quote. "Wherever you are, be there." I've been HERE for 9 weeks and some days, I'd give anything to be anywhere else. On stage. Home. In bed. Anywhere but in the craziness that is, walking someone [...]

You Will Make Broken Look Beautiful

I read a great quote not that long ago, credited to only Ariana. I can't find anything on her. It was simply, "She made broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She walked with the universe on her shoulders and made it look like angel's wings." Loved it, so I decided to speak that over [...]

It isn’t always who you are.

"I just knew one of these days, God was going to strike me dead with lightning and ZOT! There I'd be, nothing but a grease spot on the ground. But you know what? He never did, because that's not who he is." I listened to that tape for over ten years. I didn't belong to [...]